Archive for May, 2006
interview rejects - farnie
Thursday, May 11th, 2006INTERVIEW REJECTS
Story I
E: Do u have a boyfriend?
C: I have.
E: Is he working Locally?
C: No. He is working Overseas.
E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u!
C: Why?
E: U will not be able to settle down here permanently. And my Company don’t want to pay extra expenses on the Overseas calls just because of u.
Story II
E: Any girl friends?
C: No!
E: So far chased any before?
C: Have, but not successful.
E: Ever think of getting a job first then start looking for a
girlfriend?
C: Career is first priority. Currently didn’t want to consider This personal issue.
E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u.
C: Why?
E: You are lacking of P.R skills and confidence!!
Story III
E: Any girlfriends?
C: Yes.
E: Is she pretty?
C: Not quite.
E: Sorry, my company cannot employ you.
C: Why? Will this affect your company’s reputation?
E: No, it does not affect the company’s reputation but because My company is dealing with arts, our company requested an artist.
Story IV
E: Any girlfriends?
C: Yes.
E: Is she pretty?
C: Yes.
E: Is she your first lover?
C: Yes.
E: Sorry, we can’t employ you because you lack of fighting spirit.
Story V
E: Any girlfriends?
C: Yes.
E: Is she your first lover?
C: No. Have a few already.
E: Sorry, my company cannot employ you because you are a "grasshopper"! (Job hoper lah!)
Story VI
E: Any boyfriends?
C: Yes.
E: Is he rich?
C: No.
E: Then sorry, my company cannot employ you because our Company is dealing with money and you will seduce.
Story VII
E: Any boyfriends?
C: Yes.
E: Is he rich ?
C: Yes, very rich. He owns a company.
E: Sorry, we cannot employ you because your boyfriend don’t Even want to employ you, neither do we!
C: But…… there is no position in his company.
E: Then….. what is your qualification?
C: Secretary!
E: Sorry, we still cannot employ you because your prettiness Will affect our managers’ working spirits.
C: But…… I am not pretty at all.
E: It is even worse because my managers will not be interested In you!!
*waves* goodbye
Wednesday, May 10th, 2006hey [n], have a good and safe flight back. i know it take 4 days in transit from here back to where you’re from. i know ur probably craving for a ciggie and more. look on the bright side, home cooked food, and a new wife to look forward too, and most importantly, ur very own restaurant / cafe. that should keep you busy for another 10-20 years? u take care, have a happy life, and watch your back, k.. {s} and i will miss your company.
i’m not his girlfriend
Tuesday, May 9th, 2006i’m his buddy… trey’s prob heard this more than once. everytime i go to flams, one by one, other regulars or staff will ask, where is {s}? and each time, my answer would be the same "i don’t know" but actually i do know, but then again, why do they need to know, so i’ll just say i don’t know, he’s flying, i guess. its no big secret what he does for a living, so if u don’t see him there, he’s flying elsewhere lar.
for me, i got sensitive, overeacted. thinking that these ppl must be some what crazy, but i guess its all just me. once i *blew* up, jokingly asking one of the regulars, who does he think i am, his gf?? like lar i know his whereabouts all the time.. hello~!!
i told {s} about it, we both cracked laughing, it was hillarious really.. he’s my buddy, a close one at that, nothing more. we’re like identical twins, just different sex and parents, but character wise, we’re almost the same. for some cosmic reason, we’re even going through the same phase in life about career and passion. from the wild & drunked 2005 to the sober and passionate 2006.
already he’s bitching asking me to get my ic and license done. so has everyone else. sighhhh…
i know, i’m a drama queen
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on fri nite, i went to the 4th boh cameronian arts awards by kakiseni.com, cause the 2 productions tat trey was involved in got 9 nominations, wow~!! *waves, claps, screaming woooohoooo* though they didn’t win anything, but competing with the likes of ramli ibrahim, january, and loads of other renown artists, its already amazing that they got nominated. the whole nite ended as a tribute to the indian culture and community of arts. they deserved to win. they were really *beautiful* productions.
wanting to stay for the after party, but knew that it would be boring n for another fact that i haven’t eaten, i went to bangsar instead. checked out flams, some chick was having her hen nite, and already was packed, i headed down to socials instead, where i knew some other friends who hang out there.
after a long nite, finally got home at 6am. and was up again at 10.30 as was suppose to meet trey at 11plus. we had our regular teh halia at the mamak near my place.
went to *work* sat nite, at friendster cafe, for the klims06 charity party. it was ok, *interesting* program (am saying this for the benefit of my colleague, but in actual fact it was bloody boring and i almost fell asleep talking to some of the media)
headed out to flams again after, and had some fun with some of my other clients that i bump into there.. well, they are not exactly clients yet, but regulars and friends of mine from flams first, but they are enquiring about the services that my company can provide, especially since we are linked with klims06.
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on another note, i’m getting *bored* again. perhaps i’m juggling too many things at hand already. if i don’t balance soon, and sacrifice what is necessary, i will burn out and everything will break apart for me again, like last year.
my ex once said, "if you don’t stand for something, you will fall for everything". its definitely one of the most profound things someone has said to me.
am juggling rotaract, sanns, personal and double personal time. last year, i only had rotaract and personal time, but this year, things have begun to take a toll on me, and i want more personal time on my own, even if it means spending time at flams finding my silence…
don’t take this wrongly, am not falling back to my old path of being an alco. but that’s one of the few places that i can channel and focus my energy, and i hardly drink anymore, too. its almost amazing.
as much as i love rotaract and is passionate about it, i cannot take on the full responsibility of being on the board as well as be just as committed as i was last year.
looking at it from a practicality pov, i’m actually more committed and passionate about sannscomm than rotaract, and it has come a time for me to chose. no prizes for guessing which one i’ll go for.
i’m just tired, and for some reason, i’m even depress about it. am just going to finish my *final* project for the club before backing off to let ‘new blood’ take over. its the least i can do for the club.
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location for this revelation : flams, where else… and in the office while talking to trey online…
time : on 30/4 about 10pm, and today about 3pm…
superwoman
Monday, May 1st, 2006Karyn White - Superwoman
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Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that’s missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me
Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can’t help but to wonder
If you’re talking ’bout me
We don’t talk the way we used to talk
It’s hurtin’ so deep
I’ve got my pride, I will not cry
But it’s makin’ me weak
I’m not your superwoman
I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything’s okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby
I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me
You’re not hungry at all
You said you’d rather read the paper
And you don’t want to talk
You like to think that I’m just crazy
When I say that you’ve changed
I’m convinced I know the problem
You don’t love me the same
You’re just going through the motions
And you’re not being fair
I’ve got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can’t help but care
I’m not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything’s okay
Boy, I am only human (I’m only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I’m not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)
I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)
And think that everything’s okay (Don’t let me down, don’t you let me down)
Boy, I am only human (I’m only human, yeah)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me
Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I’ll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can’t be that superwoman that you want me to be
I’ll give my love everlasting love if you’ll return love to me
I’m not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)
I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything’s okay
Boy, I am only human (I’m only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)
If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I’m the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I need love
I need just your love
I’m not your superwoman (Oh, no)
I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)
And think that everything’s okay
Boy, I am only human (I’m only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I’m not your superwoman
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my share of emo for today… brought back memories, sad and painful memorries
location for this pain and sad memories recurring : socials @ bangsar, office (playing on radio)
time : 11am

