Tails or Tales…

i’m still a virgin, as off 24 years old :p lame joke.. came out when mt and i were joking bout getting laid and stuff.

just celebrated my birthday on the 15th.. it was a 3 days do.

14th Nov 2005

to usher in the new year, i celebrated it at bar flams. what a nite, such a huge fiasco!! my wallet was snitched from my bag, at the bar… i don’t believe that it would be any of my friends, cause they were all working, and i’m not. possibly, it would have been one of the fellas that came over to just say hi to the group. moron! bastard! assh*le! and best part is, it happened 10 min before midnite :p

so after about half hour of screaming, running, searching for my wallet, i accepted the fact that it was gone forever. half of my friends, left as they had to work the next day, and they didn’t even get to enjoy the party with me sorry guys..

the dj started playing my fav songs back-to-back, and that’s when the party started, when i started dancing off the sorrows. the drinks started coming.. the shit i had that nite :

• 2 glasses of beer
• 2 flaming lamborgini’s
• 1 sembuca shot
• 3 tequila shots
• 1 graveyard
• 3 whisky dry

and guess what, i was still standing strong and sober :p poor su-yin though, she puked all the way back in [k]’s car..

[k], su-yin, mae, jurian, jenn, girrian, loves, mark, ben, michelle, derrick, derick, ben-eric, trey, cindy, kelly, nani - thanks for coming and being there for me

15the November 2005

got nice lashing from my dad for being careless

went to get my police report done..

went to qbar for a media function, met a few old friends from the industry, met some new friends in the industry.. got some free booze, though not much. got some finger food, though not much. thanks to grindmaster for inviting my friends and i over to freeload on the above :p

went to jln alor for more dinner. went to bangkok jazz for more chillout and salsa music. it was with the rotaract club of idiots. roll call later again, more shit:

• 1 tequila sunrise
• 1 flaming lambo double shot
• 1 tequila shot
• 1 whisky shot
• 3 glasses of beer (downed)

after sending my friends back (yes, i drove them back, and still sober), i dropped by ‘home’ for a while to see how are things.. had a red devil, made by satchi, cause he missed my b’day. shit, that was potent! helped carried a drunk gal who fainted in the toilet out to her car.

got a call from my cousin, my grandma’s house got broken into, and those ass of burglars pushed her and she fell. now she’s in the hospital with a broken hip, waiting to go in for surgery next week. looks like its just not me with the bad b’day symdrome.

roll call for the rotaract club of idiots:

• divine idiot (trey)
• creator idiot (me!!)
• horny idiot (bernard)
• super idiot (eric)
• funny idiot (derick)
• kidnapped idiot (cindy)
• missing idiot (dinesh)

16th Nov 2005

finally all the alcohol has hit me, ended with a bloody stomach ache. went to visit my grandma with my bro. had dinner with my parents

went to liquid bar, trying my luck for a job there. bump into a really old friend it’s good to see u again, wu got stranded there till 4am cause of the heavy rain.

~the end~

i shall remember nov 1, 2005 as the day of exes for me. it was the day that the men who has been in my life before spiritually were with me, some way or another.

catspaw was at my house, prior to coming, he called my housemate and mentioned to him that he would be very uncomfortable with me being around. fortunately, as soon as i hear that he was coming, i took the liberty to plan m outing, knowing that he will be uncomfortable, and i’m sure that my housemate would like to spend sometime catching up with him. although i feel very odd with the whole thing, he of all ppl should be civil and liberal bout things, esp since he was bringing his gf over as well. but wat the heck, it feels like i got chased out of my own home :p no jimbo, i will not blame u for it, chill k..

the day before was rabid wombat’s bday.

the ex, which i just broke off with about a month plus back, called me yesterday, said that he wanted to meet me last nite. then he called and postponed it the next day for lunch. i could tell from the anxiousness of his voice, he was in a middle of an argument with the gf as well.

the day of exes.. almost drove me to insanity…

went out to bar flams again, not planning to meet anyone, just a buddy from ryla, slut. ended up bumping into so many friends, as usual. was drinking at 2 tables, which eventually became one. i started off with downing 5 glasses of champagne, half a glass of red wine, 3-4 glasses of whisky before i started getting drunk and not remembering the rest of the glasses that i was drinking. according to gilly, i was definitely going for the olympic records.

didn’t realize the whole thing affected me so. catspaw, i will never forget the day you almost took my soul from me. i thank god i had the strength to fight back for it. never again will you ever have the chance to do it again. never again shall you do it unto others as well. what you did to me, the effects are still there to show. the outcome is still burning with rage inside me. as much as i don’t hate you, i don’t love you either.

life is like an aquarium. and they say that there are many fishes in the sea. is it really the sea, or is it just in the aquarium? you don’t really meet all in the sea, but realistically, it’s in the aquarium. most of them are either your friends or your friends’ friends. mind you, it’s probably also a pretty small aquarium, not more than approx 100 at a time… and there are also other aquariums watching your aquarium too… go figure

the pass week has been pretty dull. i’m extremely worried bout business. at this moment, i’m building a mobile marketing business, and also trying to help my father’s business, which is bout knowledge management. it’s pretty deep shit. which is something i’m gonna be in if there is no income coming in soon. i’m seriously considering moving back into the workforce soon if i don’t see any money in yet. probably do something where i have flexibility with time, so i can still do all of the above.

energy pretty low right now

mon: wake up, online, dinner, online, sleep

tues: wake up, online, dinner and champagne, supper, sleep

wed: wake up, online, dinner, liquid bar, sleep

thurs: wake up, movie, dinner, online, sleep

fri: wake up, online, dinner, rotaract meeting, bar flams (‘sister’s b’day) supper, sleep

sat: wake up, interact training seminar, lunch, online, dinner at mixer, pool, bar flams, supper, drinks at friend’s place, sleep (at home :p)

sun: wake up, movie, dinner, genting (wasted rm100 at casino), sleep

mon: wake up, lunch, movie, dinner, bar flams, supper, sleep

see a pattern? need to break it. help!!

messages of the week

to grandma : get well soon…

to all my indian friends : happy deepavali

to all my malay friends : selamat hari raya aidilfitri

to rabid wombat & ‘sister’ : happy birthday!!! sis, this time i ‘teng’ you, next round, u have to support me pulak.

to trey : come back soon & safe. we got a date on the 10^th & 15^th, with the 5 idiots, don’t’ miss it.